Working on a Saturday? WTF????

LOL....I'm really having to get used to this whole working on a Saturday bit again. I had the Brazilian Boyfriend with me at 5:30 this morning. And boy, was he PISSED to be at Miss Steph's today. He even hit me! :( But when he realized that his momma wasn't there to rescue him and that she really HAD gone, he quieted down and went back to sleep. Can you tell he's got the mom wrapped around his little finger? lol

So we packed up the little man and took him house hunting, after we'd dropped our "real" kids off at the in-laws'. He was really good, surprisingly, as we went around to three different houses. All of the houses has potential, but there were only two that we like really well. The first and the last were the ones that we liked. One has three bedrooms and a loft, and one has four bedrooms. The very last house we saw -- only a little out of our price range-- was the one that we like the most. I'm trying not to get my hopes up on anything, and keep my mind open, as we won't know what we can get until we unload our house. I still like my little house, but I realize that we could really stand to use a bigger house that will be good for long-term purposes.

It's funny....this whole move makes me wonder whether I should go back to the business world or remain a Zookeeper after the twins are in school full day. I love being my own boss, and I love having had the time at home with the family. But, I'm not sure that I'm good being so tied down to the home. I'm becoming more and more hermitous as the time goes on, which is so not like me. But I do love that I'm tied down to the four people in my life that matter most. I just wonder if I would be a BETTER mommy and wife if I worked outside the home. Would I have the energy to actually do things at the end of the day? That's what I'm looking for now. I suppose if I seriously weaned the babies that I would have more energy. But I'm not sure I want to do that yet, either.

I know, I'm obsessive about things sometimes.....but, like I said to Nain, and I'll say it to everyone....this is my diary after all! LOL