Life as a reformed Zookeeper. Now living a life as a working mother who dabbles in karate, scrapbooking, and Coors Light!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Tired, Tired, Tired.....

....when will the exhaustion ever end? It seems to continuously get worse, not better. I have been going to bed earlier each night in the hopes that I will feel a little better. Whine, whine, whine, bitch, bitch, bitch, moan, moan, moan.... Collin's black belt test is on Friday. Part of me feels badly for forcing him to go on after the brown belt, when he started getting tired of karate, but part of me will be happy to have spurred him on. I wish that I'd started something early enough to be "good" at it. I suppose I did with singing, though I wish my confidence level was better so that I could have done more with it. And what's scary is that my confidence level is OODLES better than it used to be, but I still feel so inferior at times. I just don't think that everyone hates me anymore.


Blogger fl13grl said...

Hope you have a wonderful day...
I have to work late on thursday- until 9! Stinks! ;(

I deleted part of my post because all my sisters called and were literally screaming at me. I am not downing anyone for having children at a young age, its just that my mom struggled (prego at 16 with me), and still is struggling to make ends meet, my brother had a child at 20, my sister(prego at 16 & one at 18), and now my other sister( prego at 17). I just would like to see them enjoy life without struggling so much. I love them to pieces but sometimes I just wish I was an only child! I swear our family is like rabbits.

I hope you have a good time this weekend! I wish Collin all the luck on friday! That is a HUGE accomplishment! talk to you soon! ...Ox...t

10:57 AM

Blogger nain said...

Collin is hands down the coolest kid ever! Thanks for the cheering up last night - oh, and btw, I'm coming home again in 2 weeks for that MPRE test (Nov 4), and Tiffany and I were talking about the 3 of us meeting for dinner that night - sound like a plan?

11:25 AM

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I don't hate you. Yet.

4:44 PM

Blogger nain said...

hmm..anonymous - perhaps is my wonderful brother? Just a guess...

5:08 PM

Blogger Cath said...

I too am tired :( Maybe you need a vacation!
Good luck Colling for Friday!

3:14 PM


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