Life as a reformed Zookeeper. Now living a life as a working mother who dabbles in karate, scrapbooking, and Coors Light!

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Am So Confused....

....I have no idea what to do with my life anymore. I do know that I'm having a hard time figuring it out....and that I will have to pay a mint in daycare should I go back to work during the day....and that I'm working entirely too much right now. Aside from that? I am so lost.

....So I'm going to take the next few months to soul-search. And to utilize the high school girl that is coming into my house for two hours each day. I will go on any interview that I feel like I should explore the options to, but I will not settle at this point.

...Over the next few months, the dynamics of the daycare are going to change anyway. My Brazilian boyfriend will be off for a month while visiting his family in Brazil, and my longest-running daycare gig might comes to an end because he's going to be a big brother. They might either drop two kids to part-time, or they might figure out how to eliminate daycare altogether. Which might bring me down to five kids who come on a regular basis. It might make life a little easier, despite the fact that the days will still be long. I'm just at a huge loss of ideas right now. But I do know that I have a lot of people who are being a great support to me, and I hope that they know that they are.

....Stay tuned for more tales of lunacy! ;)


Blogger Juliabohemian said...

hang in there. maybe you should think of better ways to promote your business, so that you are reaching more people.

3:24 PM

Blogger fl13grl said...

keeping you in my prayers...everything will work out for the best! And if your having a horrible me.. we will go out for a drink! :) ...t

11:57 PM

Blogger Katie said...

We're here for you, you know that. But don't forget, work smarter not harder! And it's NO, emphasis on the N part. ;)

8:17 AM

Blogger Auntie said...

The Brazilian boyfriend part is so freaking funny because if someone reads this and doesn't know you than they would wonder about your marriage...those Byers are such swingers.....

It was great fun yesterday...Let's get together again soon.

1:10 PM


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