Life as a reformed Zookeeper. Now living a life as a working mother who dabbles in karate, scrapbooking, and Coors Light!

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

More of the Nothingness that is My Life

I love my kids....and I love the daycare kids. But I'm suddenly feeling cooped up inside my house, losing any brain cells that I've worked so hard to accumulate all these years. I'm feeling anti-social lately, too, which is some sort of social inertia that is coupled with being a stay-at-home-daycare-provider.

Am I going to be remotely close to what I was when I stop being the Zookeeper? Will I be a happy and useful office employee, or what should I do after the twins start full-day school? Is is really fucking possible that these life-changes are three years away?

Am feeling very reflective and cooped up today.....can you tell?

4 Comments:

Blogger Aussie Shiraz said...

I know how you feel, for many years I had a houseful of kids, then they got to school and I had a mind and life again, although I did miss them and 'those good old days'then along came my 19 month girl and I was back in it again, now here I go again, another one the way...so I shall too be a zoo keeper.

1:25 AM

 
Blogger diligent law student said...

I wish I could say something that could make you feel better but all I can do is send you a (HUG) - see you tonight!

8:49 AM

 
Blogger cmhl said...

chocolate. the answer is chocolate. I will eat some for you today...

it is hard when they are little, isn't it??? thinking of you..

10:58 AM

 
Blogger Katie said...

Aw, you think too much. *winks*

12:16 PM

 

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