Not Much Ado....

.....I did a dry-run on a resume yesterday, and have now handed it to a handful of people to look at and critique. Part of me knows that this is going to be a good move for me. But that other, mommy-guilt-ridden part of me looks at both my own children and the daycare children, and cringes.

.....It's not that I feel like doing daycare is somehow "beneath" me. It's just that I'm really realizing now what Aaron has told me all along. I'm not a daycare person. I love kids. But I don't love to be with ONLY kids. There's the difference. I'm tired of always being needed by a crying toddler. I'm tired of my house being utterly and completely destroyed (irregardless of whether or not I'm constantly in the same room as them). I'm tired of working nearly 60 hours every week.

....I'm just tired.