Life as a reformed Zookeeper. Now living a life as a working mother who dabbles in karate, scrapbooking, and Coors Light!

Thursday, May 26, 2005

I'm Back....

....and I'm glad of it!

It was quite the whirl-wind trip. I'm very glad that I could be there for my mom, but otherwise, I wouldn't have cared if I took the time to go. I felt like a distant acquaintance. I suppose I do have a measure of guilt for not being able to say good-bye...and I feel a measure of guilt for not keeping up my end of the bargain of keeping in touch, but like all other relationships, it takes two. So the rap can't totally fall on me. The past is what it is, so I'm not trying to change it, but there's a bunch of confused hurt there. My thought is that it doesn't really matter all that much, really. I have four other people that are so much more important to me. Doing what's right by them is what matters...nothing else.

3 Comments:

Blogger Katie said...

Welcome home!

8:57 AM

 
Blogger Preemie Mum said...

Glad your back. Without wanting to jump on the bandwagon so to speak, I do know where your coming from in all this....just haven't had to face it yet, as my father's mother is still going - she's 90 something, last time I saw her was 22 years ago! to be honest though I doubt very much I'll even get an invite! roflmao!!

Welcome back.

6:40 AM

 
Blogger Preemie Mum said...

BTW forgot to say your right the 4 that depend on you now are the most important.

6:42 AM

 

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